Thursday, October 15, 2015

Pena Hati Kaca

I think I should write something today
Just so I remember the day
Just so I will cherish the moments
I think I should write today

Kadang2 aku terfikir
Adakah hanya aku yang mengingati
Kamu, adakah kamu ingat?
Apa yang berlaku pada kita
Di hari ini
Satu ketika dulu?

The more I write
The more I realize
I write to amend my broken heart
I write to console my longing soul
Yes, I'm a broken piece
Unwanted
Forgotten

Kini aku sedari
Yang paling aku takuti dahulu
Adalah kamu melupakan aku
Kamu ketawa riang
Sedang aku tersungkur piang

And then I recalled
He said
To be known by the world is nothing
To be known by Him is everything

Ya Allah
Kembalikan pena hatiku
Kembalikan ia pada pemiliknya yang hakiki
Kembalikan ia bertatih meraih cinta pencipta
Pena sekeping hati ini
Ibarat sekeping kaca
Pabila direnggut oleh cinta duniawi
Ia rapuh
Retak dan jatuh
Berkeping-keping

Ya Allah
Terimalah ia
Bimbing ia
Moga ia bertemu cinta yang lebih hakiki
Lebih realiti
Moga sang kaca yang retak seribu
Berganti sang permata yang bersinar padu
Indah di pandangan mata
Kukuh di dalam jiwa


FastaBiQuL Khairat

aleenrazak 151015

Sunday, August 23, 2015

[Conundrum]

I have a love
So big it transcends distance
So deep it penetrates the heart
Alas, it hurts
As the heart flooded in tears
As you are too far
Love, I don’t have you

Alas,
I have to let you go
You are killing me!
You are hurting me...
By your ignorance
By your love of life
By your cowardice stance!
Why should I hold on?

Love
If only you knew
How I miss you near or far
How I love you all my heart

But
Your love is taking me nowhere
Your love is a conundrum
An unfinished letter
Unspoken words
Foolish gestures

You didn’t know
Because
I am not as important
As dear
As significant
To you

Sometimes
To love
Is to let go
If we are meant to be
You'll be my future
If not
You'll be my past

Goodbye~

p/s: entah kenapa datang ilham tulis poem malam2 camnih. but seriously, this came from the heart. hope it gets to the heart too.




FastaBiQuL Khayrat

Saturday, March 28, 2015

Nota Cinta kita

[Puisi]

Puisi ini ditulis oleh seorang senior oz.
Tidaklah pula aku membeli bukunya...
Insya Allah mungkin satu ketika nanti

FastaBiQuL Khairat