Pena Hati Kaca

I think I should write something today
Just so I remember the day
Just so I will cherish the moments
I think I should write today

Kadang2 aku terfikir
Adakah hanya aku yang mengingati
Kamu, adakah kamu ingat?
Apa yang berlaku pada kita
Di hari ini
Satu ketika dulu?

The more I write
The more I realize
I write to amend my broken heart
I write to console my longing soul
Yes, I'm a broken piece
Unwanted
Forgotten

Kini aku sedari
Yang paling aku takuti dahulu
Adalah kamu melupakan aku
Kamu ketawa riang
Sedang aku tersungkur piang

And then I recalled
He said
To be known by the world is nothing
To be known by Him is everything

Ya Allah
Kembalikan pena hatiku
Kembalikan ia pada pemiliknya yang hakiki
Kembalikan ia bertatih meraih cinta pencipta
Pena sekeping hati ini
Ibarat sekeping kaca
Pabila direnggut oleh cinta duniawi
Ia rapuh
Retak dan jatuh
Berkeping-keping

Ya Allah
Terimalah ia
Bimbing ia
Moga ia bertemu cinta yang lebih hakiki
Lebih realiti
Moga sang kaca yang retak seribu
Berganti sang permata yang bersinar padu
Indah di pandangan mata
Kukuh di dalam jiwa


FastaBiQuL Khairat

aleenrazak 151015

[Conundrum]

I have a love

So big it transcends distance

So deep it penetrates the heart

Alas, it hurts

As the heart flooded in tears

As you are too far

Love, I don’t have you

Alas,

I have to let you go

You are killing me!

You are hurting me...

By your ignorance

By your love of life

By your cowardice stance!

Why should I hold on?

Love

If only you knew

How I miss you near or far

How I love you all my heart

But

Your love is taking me nowhere

Your love is a conundrum

An unfinished letter

Unspoken words

Foolish gestures

You didn’t know

Because

I am not as important

As dear

As significant

To you

Sometimes
To love
Is to let go
If we are meant to be
You'll be my future
If not
You'll be my past

Goodbye~

p/s: entah kenapa datang ilham tulis poem malam2 camnih. but seriously, this came from the heart. hope it gets to the heart too.

FastaBiQuL Khayrat

Nota Cinta kita

[Puisi]

Puisi ini ditulis oleh seorang senior oz.
Tidaklah pula aku membeli bukunya...
Insya Allah mungkin satu ketika nanti

FastaBiQuL Khairat